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Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:17:00 -0500

Once again, I ignored this site. But, not anymore. I'm going to try and completely update it. Also, I'm going to force more of my friends to subscribe to it through some sort of bribery.

So, nothing much has happened lately. Last friday, my school threw a black and white ball at the local college. It was pretty fun. I'll put up the pictures of it sometime today. Also, there's this new book that I am now almost Twilight-obsessed with, which is a feat in itself. It's called The Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins. Has anyone else heard of it? If not, you should. Also, for all my anti-twilight friends out there, I don't like it because it's in any way like Twilight. Cause it's not. I just like it because it's well written and such. I think I might not be a twi-hard anymore. (Le gasp!) Why? Because one of my friends said that ever since they read Twilight, no other book interests them. But I'm not like that at all. I <3 books to death, so that's not even a possibility.

Well, I'll write more to you guys later when I have more to say.

-Bella

Sorry Everybody

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:11:00 -0500

I'm sorry that I wasn't on this for so long, but frankly no one ever sees this site. :D Until now that is. I've been on kupika that whole time, and now I'm going to tell them about this. So...yeah....

So far nothing has happened junior year. I haven't gone out on a single date. I told a boy I liked him, and he shot me down. I had a hater for a while. That was fun. I went to Texas for a wedding. I'm about to put up some pictures for that. I still have 7 dogs, I still am pretty boring. :)

So, since I haven't been on the site lately, as per usual I'm going to vamp it up. I've already changed the layout to fit my more mature outlook on life. :) Also, during this time I made a livejournal. So, I'm going to post those up now. XD

August 30th

Dear Diary,

Tomorrow, I'm going to see my friend Zak. I met her in an art camp I went to about two years ago. Wow, how time flies. I remember the days when two years felt like my life. How could I now be sixteen, going on seventeen? A junior in high school? So many years of my life have gone by, and I've done nothing to show for it. I don't even have my driver's permit yet. I haven't even finished writing my first book.

Anyways, back to what I was talking about. I'm going to spend the night at Zak's house tomorrow night. It all started when I emailed her about a week ago, expecting the automated message that said the old email address I had was impossible to reach. That it didn't exist anymore. I only took comfort in the fact that, if that happened, at least I tried to talk to her again. But, the next day, she replied to me. I hadn't talken to her since the previous summer, and so this was a shock. What would I say? I know most people think a year doesn't change people, but spending that time as someone no one sees takes an effect on you. I gave her my yahoo messenger, she instant messaged me, and that was that. We started to talk practically every day on there. Since, as I've told you, my personality shines through my writing, we instantly clicked as friends again. Every lol made us enjoy each other's jokes more. It was just like whenever I talk to my friend Lins, who I met around the same time as Zak. So, Zak offered for me to spend the night like I did the first weekend I met her. I asked my sister and her husband, and they said they didn't mind. So, tomorrow I'm going to see her after all this time. I hope that since I've been talking to her for the past few days, my shyness won't seep through.

Draw a crazy picture
Write a nutty poem
Sing a mumble-gumble song
Whistle through your comb
Do a loony-goony dance
'Cross the kitchen floor
Put something silly in the world
That ain't been there before

-Shel Silverstein

Always.

Bella

September 10th

Sorry I didn't write on here for almost a whole week. Well, I did write, but then I gave up. Don't you feel special. Anyways, nothing really has happened the past few days. This weekend, I basically just got extremely fluish. I don't have that anymore. I just don't have my voice. Not metaphorically speaking. I hacked and wheazed so much that my vocal chords were all, "Eff this" and quit on me. I can say one or two words, but then it fades into mumble-jumble before becoming completely silent. Not that it will affect you. My brain is still coming up with brilliant musings that amaze the world. (Translation: Crazy ramblings by a book-starved lunatic)

So, about today. I woke up around 6:30. Yes, A.M. (Sidenote: What does A.M. stand for anyways? Free virtual brownie for anyone who tells me. I'm too lazy to google it.) I took my 10 minute shower, using my fancy vanilla scented shampoo and conditioner. I got dressed. I watched the local news while wrapped in my tinkerbell blanket and petting one of my seven attention-wanting dogs. I swear, they're institutional. So, after I made my lunch for school and whatnot, Josh dropped me off at my school, which is named *censored* High School, the catholic school that I go to. Then, I went to my locker. Got my books. Went to Chemistry for the first test I was going to get a B minus on. Found out that my first college rep was in the cafeteria waiting for me. Sighed.

The lady reps were pretty nice. One thing that made me jumpy happy was the fact that the boy I like was there. I'm not going to be too detailed, seeing as if said boy ever found out I would...my mind is blank. Yes, it would be that bad. So, I'm not going to mention said boy in detail at all. So, there. ;D

I went back. Dealt with classes. Hung out at the library. Saw Bill again (Not his real name. Boy I Like Like. Get it? I just made it up now....well? ... I thought it was funny. Then, I went home. Did stuff. Got onto the computer. The End.

Okay, I know that's not much fun, but that's all you're getting. I promise, I'll write a long post tomorrow. I'm going to comment on how I feel about the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer: Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, the whole deal. So, until tomorrow my friends.

Always,

Bella

p.s. My quote is my subject.

p.s.s. Since you guys dealt with my absence so beautifully (did you guys throw a party ;D), I'm going to post a video from my favorite youtube channel called Gradual Report, where he gradually reports! (You'll get it once you've seen a few videos.) Here is the latest video, which is a crack-up, entitled, "To Get Drink."

That's all I did. :D Later.

-Bella

School started. YAYYYYYY!!!!!

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 15:31:57 -0400

That's right. As of yesterday, at approx. 8 in the morning, I am officially a...

Junior! *applause, applause*

I am now going to tell you what my classes are. If I've already told you, this is a recap.

My first class, that I have everyday at the start of school, is Chemistry with Mr. Chemical! No, that's not his real name. But, I don't want Mr. Chemical or any other of my teachers to sue me when you find them and poke them. So, there.

My A mod, which I see every day but Friday, is: Psychology/Sociology with Mrs. Ice Chips! In this class, is my buddy named Emo!

My B Mod, which I see every day but Thursday, is: English III with Mr. Whiny. It's funny, cause I named him what he HATES! XD

My C Mod, which I see every day but Wednesday, is: Religion III with Mrs. Christ! I don't call her that cause she's a religion teacher. She's a nun, which means she's married to God. So, since Jesus' last name is Christ, so is God's! Yeppers!

My D Mod, which I see the same days as C Mod, is: French II with Mme. Happy, cause she's happy all the time. Too happy...;D

Side note: Today, I got my french name. Sweet! Or should I say,...I don't know how to say sweet in french...sweetay? No, that sounds too much like sweaty. So, yeah. Anyways, my new french name is: Jacqueline! Isn't it totally fab? I think so. Yeah, like totally. XD

My E Mod, which I see every day but Tuesday, is: Algebra II Honors! *cough-annoying-cough* It's not that hard, it's just that she crams a lot of work in a matter of seconds. I can't solve a crazy problem in my head like this:

1/2x divided by the square root of pie's doubled infero with a monster that will kill you if you misplace the decimal...kill, you know, with a lot of blood...

...in a matter of seconds! It cannot be done! XD

My Final F Mod, which I see all week but Mondays, is: American History with Mr. Pregnant. His wife is pregnant, don't think nasty thoughts. *cough-Keilla-cough*

Anyway, that's my schedule. I will post more now. So, adios! I mean, au revoir!

-Mme. Jacqueline

Writing

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:06:40 -0400

Even though last time I tried to write a story for this site, I got mean comments, I am going to try and do it again. It's still the Dream story, but I changed it a lot. So now, instead of calling it "The World of Dreams" I am calling it "Dreamweavers". Cool, huh?

Okay. I'm really bored and I'm going to go start my first chapter of my book. Please go read the summary and prologue and comment on it and tell me what you think!

-Bella

ps- I found a link on a friend's page and clicked it. It was one of those annoying "clickokayresponse"things. She made me promise to link it, but she never said not to warn you about it.

DO NOT CLICK HERE!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid Dog

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:28:11 -0400

I know all of you are probably thinking, "Bella loves dogs! Why would she call one stupid?" Because, right now, one of our neighbor's has a friend over. That friend has a pick-up truck, and has tied a dog inside the bed. And, that dog keeps barking like a nut. Which makes all SEVEN of my dogs bark like nuts! Grrrrrr!

Anyhow, today I am going to my friend Paula's birthday party. She's turning 16...I think. Wow, how uncomfortable will I be if I write the wrong thing in her card? It would be justified though. She's about a foot shorter than me. What can I say? I'm tall. Freakishly tall...

I am really bored today. I have done all of my chores, and I don't know what to do.

I'm going to go watch television now. Bye!

Thunder!

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 13:11:59 -0400

Right now it is thundering where I live, but will I get off of the computer? No! Will I probably regret it when I get electrocuted? Maybe, but isn't that an important life lesson? I think so! Yep! Uh-huh! Righto! Enc.

There's this site called Kupika. I really like it. It's kind of like an online penpal system, where you can talk with people all over the world. I have two accounts (my usernames are on my main page). There is my real life one, and my rp one where I started to host an rp story that I made up.

On my real life one, I have a friend named Jess. Her username is LunaSakura. She is really cool, and always responds to my weird questions. I told her to come look at my blog, so maybe she'll see this and be all "Wow, I have a stalker." That would be funny. I would be very amused if that happened.

Well, it stopped thundering, which makes this blog less fun.

I'll talk to you guys more tomorrow!

-Bella

Makeover

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:51:01 -0400

I gave my little sister a makeover (see the blog about it on Tori's site, linked above). So now, she wants to give me a makeover! So now, since I posted her's on her site, I have to post my makeover on here. Here is what I look like before, pre-shower etc.

Nasty, right? XD I made it black and white to add to the computer-geek chic.

After a shower, some clean clothes, and makeup, here is what I look like now!:

I don't know about you, but I think I look a whole lot better. Comment which one you think is better, okay?

-Bella

Sorry...

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 11:25:44 -0400

Sorry for not writing for so long. I started to post my blogs on my myspace instead. Here are those postings (warning: you may know this info already):

Posted June 22, 2008:
Our family has always loved animals. That's why we're vegetarians, after all. But, we never thought we would have as many dogs as we have now. It all started last year on Thanksgiving Day. Ashley was driving to a friend's house to feed her cat. But, a few houses away from our house, there was a pregnant stray on the street. Missy. We brought her into the house, through the halls, and into the backyard. We tried to contact her other owner, but the information on her tag was wrong. Less than a month later, she gave birth to her 7 puppy litter. We named them A,B,C,D,E,F, and G, waiting for their gender to show before naming them. While we were on vacation in San Francisco, while that same friend from before was babysitting the dogs, they all opened their eyes. That was when my sister and her husband decided all of their names. Atreyu, Brownie, Conan, Danzig, Eastwood, Frenchie, and Gonzo.

Even though we've given away Atreyu, Conan, and Danzig, we still have seven dogs named: Brownie, Bumpers, Eastwood, Frenchie, Gonzo, Maggie, and Missy.

Posted June 30, 2008:

At the school I go to, I have to complete a minimum of 20 hours of community service. Last year, I was lazy and didn't complete them. Ashley had to take me to work to complete them there or else I wouldn't be able to get my junior stuff for next year, which would be very bad. So, I have to complete all of my required hours during the summer, so I can not stress about them during the school year. Does anyone know a website where I can find a place to volunteer? I signed up for a few things, but they haven't contacted me back and it's been a month. I don't have high hopes.

Also, if I get a job I can finally get my permit. So, I am trying to get a job somewhere near where I live. There's a market close by. All I have to do is show them my resume. I started making it today. I sent it to Ashley this morning, so she makes sure that it isn't formatted wrong or if I forgot to put something in there.

I like writing stuff in blogs, but since it's summer I don't really have much to write about. On Saturday, I saw the movie Get Smart. It was okay. I would have liked it more, but there was a group of teenagers sitting in front of my sister and I, and they kept laughing for about 5 minutes every time someone would make a joke. After that, we went to this foreign resturaunt for someone'ss birthday present. There was a belly dancer, and it was pretty fun. The birthday girl told Tori that when the belly dancer comes near you, you're supposed to gently throw the money at the feet of the dancer. But when the dancer came, Tori chucked it at the dancer like a football player. The food was really good, but since it was so late I didn't finish anything except my large plate of fries.

I'll write another blog later when something happens!

-Bella

School is almost over.

Tue, 27 May 2008 12:39:25 -0400

This week is finals week. Ick. But, to make up for the fact that they are slowly turning our brains into mush, school lets out at 11:20 a.m. Tuesday-Thursday. On Friday, we get out at 10:40 a.m.! Yes!

I am extremely sad. Tear. On someone's freewebs page, they posted up my first fanfiction that I ever wrote (when I was in 8th grade.) Then, people completely bashed it! I have no problem with constructive criticism ( the story was crap), I don't like it when people just say (and I quote!)

um.........this is supposed to be Edward? Plz be realistic. This SUCKED!!!!! -hgjhk

OOOOOOOOk. that wuz well- there are no words in the English language that can describe this. thats no compliment. wuz that Edward doing wut ever? -???

that is NOT edward ahhh it drove me INSANE and AHHHH its so bad!!! -the volturi

Terrible terrible TERRIBLE!! Sorry, but true. No one can get the characters as perfect as their creator, but you are probably the farthest from perfecting them. -anonymousTWILIGHTfan-

Sorry but I think that it was a little to violent to be Edward, and that you must not interpret the book very well if you think that story was any good at all!!!!!! -Person

THIS IS AWFUL! OH DEAR! -KayKay

sorry but i agree with every one alice would not do that to edward plus edward is to graceful to break things -vampiregirl

Grr! I only got one nice review. I shall put her nice compliment in big text!

Here we go!

It was beautiful! I laughed, I cried, and then laughed some more...hehe

Here is my reply to their replies! Ha! I posted it nay but 5 minutes ago.

Hey, bashers. It's the author of the "terrible" story here.

Did you think that this was meant to be non-canon? I heard this song, and was just thinking how (minus the sexual connotation) it matched Edward's craving for Bella blood-wise.

If you want to say something constructive to us writers, we have no problem with it. Heck, we encourage it. But to just write that you hate it or how terrible it is shows a maturity level that even Emmett would scoff at.

That's right. I went there.

The pissed-off writer,

Bella

Here is my story. Is it that bad? Leave comments as replies!

Tear You Apart: Submitted by Bella

Disclaimer: The subjects of the story, Twilight and She Wants Revenge, are not mine. If they were, I would faint.

New Disclaimer: Don't be a hater.

Also, this is rated PG-13, due to the song at the end.

When I walked toward our table, I could tell something was happening. Emmett and Rosalie were laughing mockingly at Edward. Alice was really excited, she practically couldn?t stay in her seat, which was affecting Jasper. Of course, that means affecting everyone in the room. But, they were excited before. Only one person looked mad. My Greek god, Edward. The not-needed veins in his forehead were popping out. If we were animated, steam would have come out. I hated to see him mad. ?Alice, what?s going on??

Bad question for me to ask. Emmett and Rosalie started laughing, and Edward punched the table so hard that it almost broke. ?OH, Edward. It is so not a big deal. And I know Bella will love it,? Alice says exasperated, making Jasper send somber emotions to Rosalie and Emmett. ? I doubt it.? Edward gently leads me toward our seats, and peck kisses me on my cheek, which redden. How embarrassing. He chuckled.

?I won?t like what??

Emmett jumps in. ? Oh, Bella. It?s HYSTERICAL! See, Edward accidentally spilled paint on one of Alice?s Verbachi whateve..?

?It?s Versace, dip-wad.? Rosalie chuckles.

?Whatever. So, Alice was maaaad. Carlisle said that Edward owed Alice either one expensive gift or one hour where he has to do whatever she says. He chose the time, cause Alice would have bought stuff for you. She made him spend 40 minutes ironing her clothes. Now, for the other 20, she is going to make HIM S??

"EMMETT!" Edward yelled before calming himself. "If Bella has to know, at least let Alice tell her. She won't go so overboard she makes it sound like I'm going to be in some kind of porno."

"Like you would be in a porno, you're such a prude. Rosalie, on the other hand,.."

"Gross! Get those disgusting pictures out of your head! Sorry Rosalie."

"None taken." She didn't look mad, she looked slightly amused.

"Well, if you stopped mind-raping me, you wouldn't see those pictures. Anyway, if you actually paid attention to all of the things you read in my little mind book, you wouldn't be such a prissy little hypocrite.."

"Hypocrite?! How am I a hypocrite? I don't spend my free time thinking that having...well, you know...in that amount of time as a challenge."

"See? You can't even say the word! And I bet if the thoughts in my mind involved Bella, and were in your thoughts, you wouldn't find them so disgusting!"

"Boys, calm down!" Alice spoke calmly but with a ring of authority I had only heard once before. " Do you want me to tell Bella or not?" They stopped, looking down, Emmett pleased, Edward pissed. "Now," she turned toward me, her eagerness coming back, which in turn was affecting Jasper, then me. " Edward is going to be in the talent show tonight."

I was shocked. Partly, because it seemed like Alice thought that Edward wanted to do it. Also, the sign-up sheet was put up a month ago. I told her that, and she chuckled.

"Can see the future, remember? I was the first one to sign up."

"So, you knew Edward would ruin something?"

"Yep. He ruined a Versace knockoff, so that's why I'm not mad!" She smiled innocently as Edward glared at her. I laughed, but quickly ceased when Edward started to glare at me too. "Edward, you know I don't think it's funny. I am just so excited to hear you sing." Then, I looked under my eyelids, trying to daze him like he always dazes me. I felt like an idiot, but apparently it worked. He smiled.

" Don't worry, Eddie."

"Alice..." The steam-face came back.

"Sorr-ee, Edward." Alice tried to look snooty, but it didn't work. She started to giggle again. Then, proceeded to jump up and down like a kid on christmas eve.

"Listen, Alice, I only agreed to this because you promised me you wouldn't tortute Bella. I take it that promise is still intact?"

"Of course. I am so excited!!!!!!!"

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx

After an hour of haggling, I fell to Alice's charms. I swear, this outfit is over the top. A chocolate-brown satin dress, it looked like it should be worn at a wedding (On Profile). But, I know Edward would like it.

Once we got our seats, right in front, the lights started to dim. We only had to stay till Edward was done. It was pretty funny. Lauren and Jessica sang the song "Girlfriend", by Avril Lavigne. I might be plain, but I'm not that plain. Ben sang, well rapped, the song "White and Nerdy", by Weird Al. It was pretty funny. Next, and last for us, was Edward. He looked perfect in his black pants and white collared shirt. He coughed, then started to sing.

"This is the song, Tear you Apart. It's written by She Wants Revenge."

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind

Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright

Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear

I want to fcking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fcking tear you apart

Spring Break...

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:08:59 -0400

I have no spring in my step this break.

Here is basically what I do.

- eat
-watch box sets (ie: Gilmore Girls)
- read fanfiction
-write fanfiction
- watch youtube videos
-try to read, fail
-feel sick

Someone give me some good ideas. I don't know WHAT I'm going to do for the next few days.

-Bella